~Warning Sign~

I miss you..so..Warning sign...antah eh..atu lagu coldplay plang tu..and yeah..i miss you (you know who u r)..i dont know how to tell you guys this..but i really miss that person til i cant make my life straight..i miss the good time we have together..i miss crazy fun stuff we used to do...i even miss calling u by name (meant to be joking)..miss your jokes and advices..i dont know..i just miss you..i miss talking to you..i mean our real talk...i just wish dat u know...how much i miss you..i miss the old you..please dont let me wait for so long..i dont think i can handle it on my own..i just dont wana go back to the old me..cos i know, i wont come back anymore..once im gone...im truly gone...

Round.

Salam. I dont know if u ever view my blog before or perhaps 6-7 hours ago..what i can tell u is that, my blog appear to be sumting different from the condition now..Im not really sure abt my feelings right now..am i mad? or sad? or perhaps just bored? i just dont know. Life is full of surprises especially when it is least expected. It is so full of colour..Life will never be plain white..somtimes da colour is pink and flowery..sometimes it's black wif a mixture of red...and lots more..but every life doesnt have one colour only..Some says dat life is like a roller coaster..Roller coaster is supposed to be fun even it has ups and downs...for me, life is isnt always simple..there are war to be fight and battle to be win...im not saying that i supported war (literally)..im just saying dat like i need to fight for my own good..i need to fight my sad feelings...or fight for my happiness..i thought i found my happiness but what i can say is dat..im pretty much is still on my way to happiness..when one journey end means another journey just begin..

In relationship, i have to agree dat there is no such thing as 'always happy'..if that happen, da relationship will not be complete..it will not struggle to survive and only have maintainance process..im not saying dat i dun wana be happy 24/7 but i guess i am up for a challenge..whether da challenge is from my side or been throw from my opponent side (appear to be my bf?)..Anyway,FYI, i am in a battle now..i am in a battle to save myself from the hassle of a relationship...will my hearts bleed and tears will be my short term company or will i fight without fear and stand on my own like i use to..it is all about to be discover..for now, i moved on.

Before i forgot, i also thinks that life is like a game..there's a challenge when you start..challenge to step up to another level then challenge to win 'a challenge'...Game over, and the most interesting things in games is that you can restart whenever you want it...almost the same challenge like before and u learn from where u stop..but wif better armour and knowledge which path to chose..atleast u know how to play the game already..losing is a step up for winning..

"Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising everytime we fall" - Confucius.

Well..that's it for now..till then..Take k..Good Luck wif your games of life!

missing the girls...

I miss my bestfriends! i really do...Im looking forward to our trip anytime soon..i miss you girls! I love you! I cant wait for the new year count down as well..i will be publishing my 2008 evaluation by end of this month..i've got so many things to say...so many apology to make and so many future plan to do...i just wana do the right things (InsyaAllah - with God's will).

Love,
S

House of Bunny!

Salam. Hey there! To my Ladies viewer, i seriously wana recommend you to watch 'House of Bunny'..it is hilarious..i just watch it on DVD just now after Mr Grumphy left..It is a story about a girl named Shelly (Anna Faris) who got a backstabbing friend and how she become the mother-house of Zeta Alpha Zeta..im not gona tell you the storyline here but i truly deeply fall in love with the moral of the story.."WE SHOULD STOP PRETENDING TO BE WHAT OTHERS WANT US TO BE AND START BEING OURSELVES!"...no matter how beautiful you are if you dont have 'brain'..u r just like any other people who got nothing..and no matter how brainiac you are, if you dont have a 'heart', you will always sit on the side bench and just be the watcher without no listener..I dont know what im trying to say here...i like one of Anna Faris line in this movie "TOGETHER, we can do anything"..i really hope that my bestfriends will always stay..and will not backstab me...i learn something from my past experience of friendship..Firstly, do not listen to one party especially when they are talking about something bad behind one of your friends back..Second, we should always give normal reaction to wateva yur frens said abt someone cos one day that person who talk about other person will said that its YOU who talk abt it even when you never said anything..Thirdly, ignore 'friend' who give u those 'face' behind your back (literally)..Forth, do not interfere wif a friend personal life unless they want you to..Fifth, know how to differentiate 'friend' and 'colleague'..Sixth, learned people's behaviour and background ( just for your acknowledgement atleast you will not say or do something that might offend them)...7th, avoid means and hurtful jokes..(sometimes its funny for you but that doesnt mean its funny for them)..8th, make friends unlimitedly but always be careful..9th, friends will respect you if you respect them ( i think i make a big mistake on this one) and 10th, keep close friends in limited number, so that you dont have to look after so many heart as in feelings..you can be careless on this one sometimes..we cant please everybody..there are more that i have learn, but those are things that i can share wif my viewer for now..i dont mind if u thinks its crap..its just something i have in my mind..i just think that i need to let it out...i do not dedicate this to anyone,im just saying it in general..

Sincerely,

S

Lust? Love?

Salam. Hai Pep! Honestly, im 100% sure that i am official addicted to blogging. Everytime i come across something or changes of mood i always think that i wana let it out loud here. Im sorry if im going to offend some people or my viewer. Firstly, i wana talk about Lust. What is Lust? (literally) Oxford dictionary state that Lust is powerful desire especially sexual desire. U know, before i know this, i met so many people (inculding woman) who are looking for 'so-called' love..they told me they want to find 'true' love but when i ask them how do they define 'true' love..they will said someone who understand them and would do anything for them. Try to think of their definition of Love? Do you think that is Love? i dont know what love is so im not gona define it to you but i know how it feel.I wana tell u pep what i think about LUST! i just hate the fact that some people especially married people who use the word 'LOVE' to someone else (not their wife or husband) when actually they r in da need for Lust! Mostly for man (im sorry) will use da 'so-called' love partner for SEX / someone to talk to- telling how pain in d ass their wife is.. While the MRS (im sorry again) will use da so-called love partner for something else perhaps as financial banking, someone to talk to - usually will tell how miserable their life is and of course the plus one, 'making love'. Dont you think the womanizer and man-eater make a good match?? I just dont understand why they wana do this when they can talk to their wife/ girlfriend and have as much 'making love' as they want wif their partner. Truly, i felt sorry for all of you pep who experience this. Not only to the victims but to both womanizer and man-eater. you will never find happiness if you continue like that. One way or another, your true partner (husband/wife/bf/gf) will know and say 'sayonara' to you. You will drop something when they leave you..u know wat? Your face!

Liverpool Vs West Ham Preview by ESPNsoccernet.

Liverpool boss Rafael Benitez will be without star striker Fernando Torres as his side host West Ham.
The Spain international has been ruled out for up to three weeks with a hamstring problem, while defender Fabio Aurelio has a calf injury and will also be ruled out.
Robbie Keane and Andrea Dossena are expected to come into the side.
With Liverpool already qualified for the last 16 of the Champions League, Benitez now wants his side to concentrate hard on cementing their position in the race for the Barclays Premier League title.
He said: "We have qualified for the next stage in Europe, now we have three months to concentrate on the league. We have only lost once in the Premier League this season and we must make sure we continue that level of form.''
Benitez, believed to be close to a new deal at the club after further talks in recent days between the manager's agent and club owners Tom Hicks and George Gillett, knows a run of indifferent Liverpool performances must come to an end.
A poor display in their last home league game allowed Fulham to claim a 0-0 draw, and the midweek victory over Marseille in Europe was hardly convincing.
Now Liverpool have a run of nine league games before title rivals Chelsea visit Anfield on February 1, in which they should only be troubled when they travel to Arsenal this month and face Everton at home on January 19.
The rest of that run, starting with the Hammers, includes matches with Blackburn, Hull, Bolton, Newcastle, Stoke and Wigan.
If Liverpool are to be considered genuine contenders, there can be no slip-ups in such matches.
Full-back Alvaro Arbeloa underlines the desire not to allow supposed lesser sides to get anything at Anfield, as Stoke did with a 0-0 draw back in September before Fulham achieved the same result a week ago.
Arbeloa said: "We know we have to improve at Anfield in the league. The draw with Fulham was very frustrating, and we did the same against Stoke. You must win your home games if you want to win the title.
"We cannot continue to make mistakes at Anfield, we must find a solution to the way teams come to defend here.
"We lost two points against Fulham in our last home league game, which annoyed us. So we know we must put that right as soon as possible.''
Hammers manager Gianfranco Zola has a full squad at his disposal for the clash at AnfieldMidfielder Scott Parker had missed some training because of illness but will be fit to start while Craig Bellamy should lead the attack against his former club and Valon Behrami, who scored the winner against Sunderland, will retain his place in midfield.
And ahead of the clash Zola has tipped Liverpool to be strong challengers for the Premier League title this season although he believes it may be a good time to face the Reds.
"I don't think Liverpool are having their best moment,'' said the former Chelsea striker.
"But we are focused and we know we cannot afford any mistakes. We know a lot about them, we've seen them a lot. And I think we have prepared as well as we can so we'll see what happens.
"It could be a good year for them. They've already won two big games (against Chelsea and Manchester United) and that is important. It makes a big, big difference in your confidence. This year I've noticed they're playing better football so they're a team to watch.''
Asked if Liverpool can win the title, Zola replied: "I think they've got a very good chance.''
He added: "I think my team is coming into this match at the best time because we're going into it off two good results,'' said Zola.
"I feel very charged. It is one of those games where if you get something positive out of it it's very important for your team.
"I like to face these kind of challenges. It can be hard but the reward you can get from games like this can be huge.''

Holiday Mood

Salam. Hey pep! My holiday mood button is officially push today! hehehehe..my exam is finally over and in 30 mins, i will be going out to do some exercise wif my bestfren, Tina. Too bad, jasmine wont be able to join us since she will be having her next paper tommorrow..hehehe..nevermind..her last paper will be on this Saturday..Wow...i've got one month break and i've got so many things that i 'plan' to do..hehehehe...i will update u guys about it anytime soon..For now, to all Liverpool Fan..Dont forget to watch and support yur fav team later
Love,
S