~Living up my life~

Im back AND....

2009-10-23T08:03:00.000-07:00

Salam peeps! batah wah dah nda ku update blog ane..busy saja ku..mun ada masa kan ku update plang rasanya p honestly, kan masuk balik blog ane pun aku batah wah..mana jua..lupaku password ku..heheheheh..sorry deh..anyway, i just wana inform u people dat im gona deactivate this blog soon since aku banar2 nada masa kan luahan perasaan dsini..rasanya cukuplah aku kongsi pengalaman hidupku dgn org2 yg kelurusan ada dlm hidupku..before atu aku kan gtau jua yg mcm2 berlaku sejak aku meninggalkan blog ane..buruk, baik semua ada...suka duka memang asam garam kehidupan..yg pasti aku nda g lama kan mengakhiri zaman uni ku..Ya Allah, permudahkanlah perjalananku dan tunjukkan lah aku ke jalan yg Kau redhai..Ok lah..bye people..i duno bila g aku kan activatekan blog ane or aku bakal kan mendeletenya tarus.. Salam..Take care..

~Family~

2009-04-01T08:21:00.000-07:00

Salam peep. I know lama dah aku nda log in ataupun post anything tapi hari ane aku terasakan berkongsi keresahan dihati.. Kamu tau..aku ne jrg sama keluarga ku dan apa saja berita mau baik atau buruk, aku selalu org terakhir yg tau..tapi hari ane aku mendapat berita seidh dari keluargaku. AKu rasa aku nda perlu kongsi news atu ke seluruh dunia..lebih baik dipendam saja..ganya kali ane aku ingin kongsi perasaanku tentang keluarga ku dan beri nasihat arah semua org yg membaca blogku.

Dulu aku seorg yg rebellious..sometimes i feel like my family nda adil lah apa tapi try to think abt it again now..my parents is just being parents and having 12 children obviously enough to make them stress up. It is impossible to fulfill every single child needs..but me, im lucky..i've got my adopted mum to support me..As time goes by, i started to realize a lot of good things that happen to me..and yeah, people are right..I am lucky.. lucky to have what i have now...Alhamdulillah..

Ya Allah..lari dah apa kan ku ckpkan..Ok lah..yg jelas, aku dulu selalu mempersiakan talian kekeluargaan kami. AKu mengutamakan kawan-kawanku and of course, bf ku..konon aku payahkan dpt kasih syg bapa psl no man is in my adopted mum's house..tapi aku lupa bah yang selama ne bapaku masih ada di rumah atu..ia cuma mengambil masa 5-8 minit utk aku drive ksana and jumpa my dad..minta kasih sygnya..catu jua adi beradi ku..mama ku..semua ada sana wah...dulu aku nda nmpk semua tu psl aku pentingkan diri sendiri..masane semua tu ilang..banar ckp kaka yah yg kalau something big happen in da house barutah semua org sadar..and yeah, i am one of them now.. I wish i can turn back time and cuba sedia upaya sama keluarga ku..atleast seminggu sekali or to give them a call to know how things are..bukannya kan biarkan dorg cari aku..or cuma cari mama sama bapa masa kan minta elaun bulanan ku..My God..kuatkan iman ku..kuatkan iman keluarga ku..apapun, aku banar2 kan gtau kamu yg aku banar2 rindukan keluargaku..seandainya kamu masane kurang meluangkan masa bersama keluarga kamu walaupun dorang ada dpn mata kamu, aku banar2 nasihatkan agar kamu berubah..hargai dorang..hargai keluarga kamu..walaupun adi, abg or kaka kamu kadang2 menyakiti kamu tapi semua atu adat keluarga..adat keakraban..nada sorang pun yg dtg saat kamu susah selain keluarga kamu..kawan kamu pun ndakan dpt menandingi keluarga kamu..sayangi dorg..hargai dorg..u guys will never know bila privlleges utk bersama keluarga kamu bakal kana tarik balik... I love my family..Im sorry..

~Im tired~

2009-02-04T00:45:00.000-08:00

I duno wat else i can tell you.. only one word..tired..i wish you understand..i try my best for us..there's no other reason..its our future. Together. You, I love..always have and forever will...

Forever Yours,
S

Picture taken from:www.annettevanderspuy.co.za

~A nite 2 remember~

2009-01-31T08:38:00.000-08:00

Salam peeps! Hehehe..i just got back from the events dat i've been looking forward since last year..Cosmopolitan College Gala Nyte..it was a nite to remember..berbaloi jua lah penantian..except psl theme nya yg nda menantu..I met my friends dsana..ramai lah..and for a record this is my first gala nyte with Mr Grumphy...barutah pernah me jalan sama ia pakai dress kali ah..buleh..and Mr Grumphy look great (as usual of course) hehehe..dsana me semeja sama Mady punya entourage..as alwes, Tary, Saie, Ben, Roy, Pol,..ada di meja tu..siuk hantap sama dorg...sporting giler! yg penting Mr Grumphy pun ok sama dorg..selain atu me ada jumpa Waida sana..Waida ne bstfren's Wawa..u look great girl..sayang me nda sampat amik gambar sama Waida..Ok lah..tanpa bnyk ceta..kamu liat saja lah gambar2 yg mampu me upload ane..

Tired!@$%^!@

2009-01-29T23:29:00.000-08:00

Salam. Hey u! Lama dah gue ngak update blog ne. Maaf deh..Gue sekarang sibuk. sibuk bangat! Banyak sangat kerja gue yang dikasi oleh pendidik gue. Penat deh..barusan aja gue cuba siapin kerja yang gue sendiri ngak ngerti..gue buat aja dulu..esok mahu minta penjelasan lagi sama bapak guru. Waduh! Penatnya..ya ampun! hehehe..apakan..indon tia me ah..hahaha..nadalah..saja~ saya bosan. Well..Alhamdulillah..saya semakin sihat sedikit masane..kadang2 ada jua sakit atu balik lagi tapi sekurang-kurangnya masane me buleh bertahan sikit..Terima Kasih Mama psl carikan ubat and Terima Kasih Bev for the air zam2..adalah membantu sikit..nyaman jua rasanya..Btw, esuk me kan attend Gala Nyte yang sudah me and Jasmine nanti2 kan since last year..but me nda jua buleh iski sangat..nda dpt nari :S psl..me ada nazar..so me quiet aja..ke sana cuma kan ilangkan stress and saja2 dress up..InsyaAllah, Mr Grumphy pun join kami..Well, selain atu..me akan melakukan my English Individual Presentation monday ne..Mudahan saja me dapat buat dengan baik..lapasatu me ada POT group presentation sama my Via and Fifah..kami kana bagi topic "Adding Fractions with same denominators" .. sekali lagi mudahan saja kami buleh buat dengan baik..hehehe..well, selain busy wif presentation..we all busy wif assignments yang inda beranti kana bagi..mengikut perkiraan..i still got 12 presentation and assignment to do..Banyak hantap..mostly due before semester break..nda apalah kawan2 UBD ah..payah2 tane dulu..InsyaAllah sanang kemudian.. Amin..

Errrmmm..i duno y

2009-01-19T23:50:00.000-08:00

Salam and hi! How r u people? Im so tired..and exhausted bangat2 meliat my assignment list..tapi thats not the reason y im writing here..lamah me..i duno napa lately sakit parut me menjadi2..lamah rasa me..firstly, 2-3 hari ane payah me kan buang air besar..sakit ah...nda tau napa..maybe constipation..well..atu plang dlm fikiran me so dat i will stay positive..tapi me ne kan tanya rah siapa2 yg tau psl sakit me..me selalu sakit parut and ryte now me punya celah in between ibu jari and jari telunjuk me sebelah kiri tiba2 sakit..i duno if its related psl if me gusuk tamapt atu..terasa jua me ke parut...cos tampat atu sakit, kemarin my urat terkuar rasanya..padas ah..mcm kan inject..then kemarin pagi ijau berabis then mlmnya berubah jadi warna purple..im 100% sure yg me inda terhantuk atau terhempas barang rah kawasan atu..lamah rasa me..masane me terpaksa pakai minyak kapak pagi2 supaya parut me rasa nyaman so to my classmate..sorry ah if kamu tercium bau atu..cos me terpaksa pakai..lamah dah me..i hope its nothing serious lah..masane me menahan rasa saja..mamacar kan suruh bawa ke spital tapi me ckp me nda mau psl bnyk assignment yg perlu me siapkan..plus me nda mau ketinggalan pelajaran..so me hanya mampu berurut secara traditional saja to ease the pain..i really hope ada yg respond rah me if anyone daripada kamu tau apa sakit me ne..yg jelas me makin kurus dah ne..Btw, if kamu kan respond pls email me saja rah erety@hotmail.com..or rah my cbox..Thanx..

1st week of the 4th semester..

2009-01-17T01:53:00.000-08:00

Salam. Hey peeps..hello semua..Alhamdulillah..minggu pertama semester ke-empat hari ane berakhir dan monday ane barutah hidup kami sebagai mahasiswi/mahasiswa dengan jadual yang padat bermula. From Monday til tadi, i've been busy ngan timetable..sadly, jadual tahun ane padat abis..last semester ada break sehari tapi this semester langsung nada break unlike my other frens dorg kay and lady B.A.T.T. Dorg Kay and Lady B.A.T.T ada break every Tuesday..siuk ah..me every Tuesday tah yang paling padat...well, rasa-rasanya semua pun padat except Saturday yang rileks sikit..hope nada perubahan lagi lah..Buat masane me busy set timetable untuk meeting project. Since project kami berlambak, kami terpaksa pandai bahagi masa masing-masing..individual project or essay terpaksa dibuat pada hari Jumaat and Ahad..or else bekerja keras on Saturday..kepisan lah..yang jelas buat masane ada 8 sudah project and assignment kan disiapkan. Mostly me blum start cos masih ada yang balum me pasti apakan dibuat..me ne terpksa explain balik2 supaya my topik nda lari..presentation pun ada ne bnyk tahun ane usulnya..wish me luck ah..so if sekiranya me jarang kan post ceta2 me, jgn hairan lah psl me pun busy kan kaja d sekulah me...well, buat masane, me nda sabar kan public holiday chinese new year so dpt relax sikit..p of course ada g replacement class yg mesti dibuat sedangkan my timetable panuh hantapz..nda apa lah..yatah namanya belajar ne...Oklah..me kan kongsi perkara yang me bru tahu n ada yg baru tau..

first abt NoS, NoS stand for the Nature of Science. Lecturer kami, Dr Romaizah and masa Tutorial kami buat sama Ms Lynn..

NoS terbahagi kepada tiga : Knowledge/Concepts, Process Skill and Attitude.
Interestingkan? Well, NoS Knowledge is tentatives and changeable..Process Skill is like Observing and experimental while attitudes is like curiostity, skeptical and perservance. (sorry if ada salah ejaan)..hehehe...BTW,ane menurut pemahaman me so if ada yg salah tulung gtau kan saja kamu dari Cbox..owh lupa..my lecturer ada ckp psl Vgotsky..im not sure siapa ia p me rasa me kan kaji jua apa ia punya learning theories since Ms Lyn ckp NBB and Dr Romaizah and herself sokong his theory..could be interesting..ane blum ada masa plang kan buat..hehehe..Other than busy timetable, me busy dgnkan Mr grumphy usai biliknya jua masane..Brand new flat screen Tv and complete home theatre gona change yur room alot, baby..hahah..jeles i..Nevamind..hehehe..Well, apa g ah..im not sure apa g kan me share..owh baru tadi me masuk kelas Jawi..rupanya Jawi ane ada konsonan/vokal jua..Subahanallah...baik jua kami belajar ah..confirm me nda tau apa2 wah...yg jelas our pelajaran semester ne bnyk interesting...im not expecting high grades at the end of the day..i just wana finish what we all hav started..sekurang-kurangnya me mau pass..and yg pasti by end of this semester i will learn alot of things which clearly i do not know before..
Oh yeah, tahuna ne me segroup sama org yang berbeza for group project and pairings..mostly wajah2 baru.. Antara my group partner r, Gwan, Fifah, Fidz, Zie, Wani and Atul...Good Luck semua ah...and firstly i wana say sorry if kamu nda suka kah cara me kaja akan dtg..im trying my best utk bagi kerjasama rah kamu...mudahan saja tane buleh buat project tane tanpa halangan yang membari watir..Yang pasti, me harap tane semua buat apa yang kita mampu and berusaha utk buat yang terbaik..Good Luck semua...

The Quiz..

2009-01-14T01:20:00.000-08:00

This is the first five questions for you guys to answer. Just answer it in the cbox. For example: I want to win/I know/I care/cute/5. The first answer will be 'I want to win' 2nd answer will be I'I know' and so on and so on..hehehehe.. Like i said earlier, whoever answer atleast 9/10 questions correctly will be the winners however i will only give 3 prizes and there will not be any consolation prizes.If there are more than 3 winners, i will draw and announce the winner by 1st February. So u guys still have time to find the answers while im still thinking for the last five questions that i will also be post soon. So, Good Luck!

p/s : please leave yur email/URL on the cbox so i can contact u in case u r da winner!

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1> How many time do I went to a day return trip to Labuan this year?
2> Who went to Kuching with me?
3> Who are my two best girlfriends?
4> Why do I apologize to 189 on my apology list?
5> Warning Sign is a song from which band/group?

Wait for my next five questions.

Just for fun

2009-01-13T07:08:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps...im just abt 2 go 2 sleep wen i got this idea. Im gona play games wif u guys and hope dat i will have some responds..im gona ask a series of questions and whoever get 9 out if 10 answers right will receives 'so-not-special' present from me..well of course i need u to leave yur email add or yur url when u answer my questions. I will tink of the questions and post it up soon. Thanx and Good Luck..hehehehe..

2009-01-12T20:35:00.000-08:00

~It's Hard To Be Apart From You~

2009-01-11T22:18:00.000-08:00

Each night when the world is quiet and still,
Your smile and the wonderful moments we have shared
crowd my mind.Then i find myself missing you even more...

Each day, as I go about my routine,
You slip gently into my thoughts and make me smile.
I wonder what you are doing and trust everything is going well.

Though we can't be together right now,
we are together in out thoughts and memories.
With all my heart, I am looking ahead to that time
when i can see you and be with you again..

~B.L. McDaniel~

Dedicated with love to you..

I miss you so much..

2009-01-10T19:25:00.000-08:00

I love just being in the same room as you..
I enjoy hearing your voice and the sound of
your laughter..

Your happiness means a lot to me,
and I am always hoping that love,kindness,
health and joy will come your way...

Nothing can ever change the way I feel about you-
not time or distance, not anything you do or don't do,
not anything I hear or see..

So if you're ever lonely,
always know that there's someone who always
cares about you...me

-Barbara Cage-

Dedicated to you~

Result s finally out~

2009-01-08T00:39:00.000-08:00

Hellew..hehehe..gerenti semua sudah nyaman ati ne kan..i mean ubdian lah..semua dah tau apa dorg dapat setelah berusaha dengan gigih mengharungi semester lapas..me too..i got my result jua..Alhamdulillah..me pass! So i wana say Thanx to semua yg terlibat membuatkan me pass..to my mamacar n my parents psl bagi sokongan padu bukan saja kewangan bahkan semangat, Mr Grumphy psl sangup dgr keluhan, rintihan and tangisan me sepanjang semester lapas, to my friends A.K.A project groups(wawa, didi,ezah,nady,kay,hafie,umar,arief) TQ brabis..i cant do it without kamu jua...obviously, u guys help me to get my grades jua...To Jeremy, psl pinjamkan science lab work utk di photocopy walaupun last minit..To ALL my lecturer yg bertungkus lumus memberi tunjuk ajar arah kami...Alhamdulillah..Oh yeah, kepada semua yg dgnkan gue revise mcm c mimay, yati, daniel, zach, sapa g ah..sorry if ada yg me nda sabut..luan happy dah me pass ah, TQ jua! Alhamdulillah!!

Before the next semester begin...

2009-01-04T07:48:00.000-08:00

ane gambar sebelum balik..ane 'hantu2' yg tingal..hehehe

Luaskan..apartment ada 3 bilik..ane living roomnya.

Khambeng jadi iklan mainan KFC..

Fun...saja..sebelum balik...

Hey Pepsi..ophs..peps..or shud i spell it as 'peeps'..mm..antahlah..peps ajalah..mcm nama my fren c pep..hehehehe..Ok lah..before new semester begin, me pun berhabis-habisan mengenjoykan diri...mm..cane lah..baru jua tadi ard 6.30pm me sampai di pelabuhan Muara dari Labuan..i went to Labuan again..but this time bukan sorang..tapi beramai..WE are fully-sponsored (except shopping) oleh org yg menyambut advance bday, Mady yang sekaligus menyambut V-lated Bday, jelama yg bernama Athari. Pokoknya dorg ne buat sambutan besar-besaran..siuklah..from our entourage yg join ialah Tina, Khambeng, Jasmine, Achai and me.Dari entourage lain..ada yg me nda tau namanya..bukan lupa tapi ada yg inda properly introduce themselves..so payah lah kan tau namanya..Bah, before me sambung ceta, me kan say Thank You berabisly for everything..for the ticket, for the apartment (siuk hantapz kamu apartmentnya- BETA),tasty food..complete breakfast, lunch, dinner,supper and obviously non-stop liquid during poppin'! ..just love mempoppin sama kamu...hehehe..and melayan kame mcm princess plus jaga kesejahteraan kame and yeah, thanx brabis..we really hope that you enjoy our company..and yeah, Qistina, Erwin, Emma and Noni and those girls yg kame inda tau nama tapi click brabis, Nice Meeting You All and Thank you jua sebab entertain us sepanjang berada di Labuan..hehehe..To my bro, Khambeng ..you rockz!(wink!) hehehe...Oklah..sebelum me lupa ceta, masa di Labuan, me terjumpa ramai my fren and my fren's fren..antara yg me ingat nama yg me terjumpa atu ialah Saipol, Amar, Iskandar and Halim (Wardrobe)..hehehe..buleh?? ramai ah me terjumpa..ada g yg me nda ingat nama dorg..i guess sanang kan jangka psl masa mempoppin pun ada wah yg menyabut "Welcome to the Bruneian"..buleh kali ah?? hehehe..Klah..Overall verdict for trip to Labuan kali ane is B+...Again, THANK YOU MADY and ATHARI! THANK YOU TO ALL..and tidak dilupakan THANK YOU arah Mr Grumphy psl mau antar and ambil kame balik di Pelabuhan Muara..i wish u can join us.. :(

Welcome 2009!

2009-01-01T01:03:00.000-08:00

Salam. Hey peps! Happy New Year Ya All! ..hehehe..How's yur new years eve? Me?..mmm..let see..last day of 2008 me bahapa ah..well..pagi me jalan sama mama then jumpa Adek d Hua Ho..Ia balikan me chocolate and...! Thanx Dek..Thanx brabisly..hehehehe..Oklah..afta jalan, me balik rumah..Tidur..lalah me..me makan ubat selesma jua bah..afta that ard kul 5pm, i went to Jeruton Hotel, Jerudong. Kami check in sana.Hotel baru...not bad jua bah da room..lawa..plus murah..murah hantap..it only cost me BND$38 per room..kami book 2 bilik since ia murah ah..bukan g book p kami rent tarus...ard 8pm, kami semua jalan ke rumah nini d Tg Bunut..kami celebrate bday nini boy and nini girl and my lil sis, Zafirah..hehehe..siuk jua bah..kami mamam satay, ada soto..mcm2 ada..abis semua acara kemuncak, kami pun jalan..ard 10.30pm kami jalan balik ke hotel..kami transform lu barutah kami jalan cari spot happening utk countdown..sygnya nada spot yg siuk..kami end up d Pantai Jerudong..siuk jua sana..happening..ramai orang..p mcm2 berlaku disana..first, kami payah cari parking then kame trjumpa my gud fren Ms Wawa sama tunang kesayangannya..then liat fireworks..siuk ah..romantic deh if berdua saja sama c dia..then siuk2 liat bunga api, handphone my lil bro, khambeng terdasur di arah batu2 ah..nada membari chance! confirm tpun atu kana pakai dah oleh ikan dilaut ataupun bertukar warna menyerupai batu..sajuk bumbunan kepalaku..beng, tahun baru ..mun cukup usin,handphone baru jua..udah atu..time kami sibuk2 cari handphone ada org antah bangsa mana membari watir bisingnya..kami minta tolong utk diam for 1 minute..mcm kana puji wah..kami basar suaranya..attention seeker! eish...yg penting aku banggang sebab ia tiba2 ampas2 guitarnya mcm org gila..ingauku kan my entourage..tarus kami jln saja tinggalkan tampat atu..pokoknya malas kan melayan dorg..maybe mabuk kali..antah ah..then just before we jln, barutah me jumpa Ms Didi sama tunang kesayangannya..sorry d..nda dpt batah..bz me menyabarkan adi me jua..ia stress ah..p ok plang ia ahirnya..dpt ia terima hakikat tpunnya menyalam..after that, kami pun beredar minum and mamam d Kuliq JP..membina badan banar makan tgh2 malam..d JP, kami terjumpa my bestfren lelaki yg lama dah ku rindu, Asrul! hehehe..iski me kenalkan ia sama Mr Grumphy..Mr Grumphy said he's cool..memang pun sebab atu tah me, jasmine n tina rapat sama ia..heheheh..OKlah..dah pukul 2+am barutah me n my entourage beredar balik ke hotel..atu ya..me palau lah psl me makan ubat selesma..yg penting malam new year me tahun ane bersih semua..Btw, happy jua kan gtau yg tadi pagi me terjumpa Ms Lilin, my good fren masa damit d Jeruton..ia baru start kaja today..Good Luck daleng...i really miss her..anyway, mer batah dah nda jumpa ia..nak komen sikit..Lin, u gain weight tapi maintain sexy..and What!?! dah ada 2 baby..ish..jealous ku eh! hehehe..btw, u look great and happy! Oh yeah..im happy oo walaupun kurang sihat..happy dapat sambut new year eve sama org2 yg me syg and mostly dpt jumpa Ms Wawa n Ms Didi walaupun kami sunyi hantap masa sunyi ne..oh yeah..me terjumpa Ms Mimay jua d JP..Happy New Year Girl! Iski wah kami ah..yeah..so overall, my new year verdict is B+ ..and way better than last year walaupun sesetengah org beranggapan new year kali ane boring...Alhamdulillah..its not bad and yeah hope i will hav a pleasant, memorable journey for this year..Amin.. Oh yeah, before i frogot, Ms Wawa gtau yg Cikgu Haji Asmadi baru meninggal dunia..Al-Fatihah..Ya Allah..me banar2 terkajut mendgr berita ah..i used 2 dislike him tapi try to tink back he is one of my best lecturer in UBD..semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat..Amin! Kepada yang membaca blog ane, tolong sedekahkan al-Fatihah..

Love,
S.

Labuan wif Jasmine..

2008-12-31T00:14:00.000-08:00

Hey peps..kamu caya if aku cakap aku ke Labuan lagi masa 29th Dec. Pacah jua tu! hehehe..p aku nda bemalam dsana..aku jalan saja kan dgnkan Jasmine buat something tapi apa nah..sayangnya kadai yg Jasmine hajati TUTUP. Gila..kamu caya if kami terpaksa jalan dari rumah kul 6pagi just to get da tiket kan ke Labuan..sampai sana baik jua ampit (cos masa 27th Dec, me n Mr Grumphy hampa nda ampit tiket walaupun kami sampai sana kul 6.45am!)..apa nah yang pacahnya masa d terminal, kami ada tiket kesana tapi nada tiket balik on da same day..p kami nda duli..kami ambil risiko harap2 dapat tiket balik..mun nda dapat confirm masuk dlm newspaper yg ada warga Brunei sanggup swimming atau berikat kai pelampung di blakang kapal balik dari Labuan..hahaha..ada2 saja..tapi like i said earlier kami nda bermalam! Kami dapat tiket balik kali ah..p atupun gagas..turun kapal tarus berlari mcm lipas kudung..kami dapat tiket dari Kapal Ming Hai..jaditah..nda jua hancur banar lah..atleast ane beraircond and dorg pasang CD siuk dlm perjalanan..kami liat 'Surviving Christmas'..c jasmine meliat hitam plang saja pasal ia tdur bah dlm perjalanan balik..me tdur sekajap2..yg penting kul 6pm, me n jasmine dah ada d Jerudong...buleh..hehehe..cane saja lah..krg mlm tane kan menyambu new year, ramai yg ckp dorg ke Labuan or Miri to celebrate new year dorg so i guess confirm ramai org di Pelabuhan tu and post kawalan imigresen Sg 7..kepada yg blum tiket ke Labuan, Good Luck deh atau maaf if kamu hampa memandangkan masaku buat post ane..jam menunjukkan kapal terakhir kan berlapas dari Brunei..me, Mr Grumphy, Jasmine , Tina n our entourage nada plang plan mlm ne..p kami ada invitation ke rumah Oh nenek..celebrate bday nini boy, nini girl and my lil sis, Zafirah..so yeah..Happy Birthday!!..hehehe..afta da function bru tah kami cabut..nda tau g kemana..ada me update tu..mun nada pa2 kan dibuat, factory membuat taie mata ready plang dah ne..gue selesma jua bah..hehehe :-)

Dapat liat lautan if ikut kapal Seri Anna..

Just before the countdown...

2008-12-30T07:57:00.000-08:00

Salam. Hey..llo pep! ..How r u guys? I hope u guys bagus2 aje...hehehe..Oklah..first of all, minta maaf if gue lama mengilang and inda membalas cbox..psl masatu kan balas tapi inda mau ah..kana buat error in page..so ane barutah ada masa kan update my blog. Oklah..seperti yg gue pernah ckp..gue mau post sumting before new year..buat masane me ada plang terfikir mcmana kan list down semua tu tapi me takut me ada lupa seseorang or sesuatu..so harap2 dimaafkan terlebih awal dulu..

OKlah..my apology list start with:-

Mamacar, My Parents and My Family:-
Becoz firstly aku akui yang aku ne bukan anak yang baik sangat. Aku manusia. Aku pernah buat kesilapan. Kesilapan atu mungkin telah mengaibkan diri sendiri bahkan keluargaku. Jadi of course aku kan minta maaf arah dorg dulu. Aku pun minta maaf seandainya dorg terlalu mengharapkan sesuatu dari aku yang mungkin aku inda dapat kabulkan atau telah menghampakan. Specially arah mamacar, aku minta maaf sebab selalu membiarkan mama sorang dirumah atau pernah menyusahkan mama dari berbagai aspek..including membuatkan mama beruri and sentiasa memikirkan diriku..

My Grumphy:-
Becoz me kadang2 karas kepala and sentiasa membantah cakap..Minta maaf jua seandainya me secara sengaja atau inda sengaja menyakiti hati u.. Minta maaf seandainya me inda dapat mencapai tahap wanita yang u idami tapi InsyaAllah me kan usahakan untuk berubah atau sekurang-kurangnya memperbaiki.

My Bestfriend:-
Becoz ada masanya aku ne menyakiti hati atau aku tersalah cakap..atau tindakanku pernah menyusahkan kamu..

202:-
Becoz ada masanya aku masuk campur dalam hal peribadimu dengan tunangmu..atau mungkin membagi nasihat yang inda baik arahmu. Aku tabik dengan sifat penyabar u yang inda ada arah diriku.. aku jua ingin minta maaf sekaligus arah tunangmu..im happy that u guys nda g lama kan kahwin.Im looking forward kan liat kamu naik pelamin.. :-) ..btw, minta maaf if me ada menyinggung perasaan u sepanjang persahabatan kita..im sure ada :-S..

306:-
Becoz aku ane selalu ikut campur jua psl dirimu..kadang2 ada cakap di belakangmu..aku tahu aku jahat buat catu..tapi sudah ku pikirkan masane, mungkin aku cemburu dengan hidupmu yang sentiasa ceria and kana sayangi..i wish i can be u..aku sure aku pernah menyakiti hatimu..aku dulu nda tau kenapa aku tiba2 kurang menyukai u tapi sudahku pikirkan, disaat aku kehilangan orang yang pernah ku sayang..u r da person yang sentiasa mendampingi aku wah..dgnkan aku lepak d Taurean..bagi aku semangat walaupun selalu ucap aku cupak pasal rambutku..aku sebenarnya inda sakit hati wah tapi antah ah..im sorry..im really sorry..ane pun masane walaupun aku tau kitane nda sama mcm dulu u masih mampu cakap lambut sama me..

553:-
Becoz aku jahat pasal aku cakap tanpa berpikir. aku minta maaf for what happen masa dlm kelas kemahiran berbahasa. Aku tau yang aku inda patut cakap macamatu..aku inda bermaksud kan menyakiti hati u..aku tau atu semua sudah berlalu tapi aku macam antah ah inda dapat terima hakikat aku buat macamatu. Sejak kejadian atu aku macam malu kan dakat sama kamu. Aku banggang..aku takut aku sakiti kamu atau kamu inda maafkan aku and menyakiti hatiku yatah aku menjauhi kamu..rupa2nya tindakan atu menyebabkan kamu rasa tersinggung..btw, kalau aku cakap 'Kamu' means the whole entourage..and aku minta maaf sangat2 kalau aku menyakiti u secara direct atau indirect.. u r a good friend and cool too.. :-) ..again, im sorry..

158:-
Becoz aku of course pernah menyakiti hati u..and im a bad advisor..aku kadang2 inda paham perasaan u walaupun sama2 leo..padahal tane selalu pasang bluetooth if tane nampak something yang aneh..owh..and kadang2 bila u perlu teman bicara tentang c turtle..me selalu banggang and inda tau apa kan dicakap..apa g ah..me kan minta maaf apa saja yang pernah me buat rah u yang buleh menyinggung u atau menyakiti hati...sama kadang2 me ane membari garam hati.. sorry..im really sorry..

407:-
Becoz me ne kadang2 membari sakit hati atau perbuatan me membuat u jijik rah me..me nada maksud kan capi2 apa and membuatkan u malu berkawan sama me..tapi banar u atu siuk kan dinyaya..ganya tahun ane tane nda brapa rapat..u pun busy ngan yur dance apa..me minta maaf nda dtg sokong u masa di UBD p me ada dtg masa yur performance d Mall..u guys r great..me nda sampat kan gtau semua atu..sorry..again, me minta maaf if me ada menyakiti hati u secara sengaja atau inda sengaja..

410:-
Becoz im not being there 4 u masa u perlukan me and masa u ada crisis sama yur gf..im sorry..me nda sengaja..i guess, masa u perlukan me atu me pun busy dengan masalah sendiri..me minta maaf ah..and Thank you psl masih mampu tagur me kadang2 dari msn and tanya how am i doing masa me ada issue facing myself d keliling kawan2 tane..im sorry dear..really..im sorry...

237:-
Becoz im not being professional masa dlm kelas Malay during our 2nd semester..i know u r just trying to give me a hard time masatu in order for me to face real thing. sudah me pikirkan..u atu sebenarnya baik wah..atleast me tau how to handle the same problem yg u bagi me masa real situation..and thank you psl maseh mampu cakap sama mcm biasa walaupun i know that u dont like me.

The whole 2007/2010 DEdu:-
Becoz aku ane kadang2 inda tau jaga perasaan orang..kadang2 aku nda sengaja menyakiti hati kamu..or maybe tindakan ku menyakiti atau menyusahkan kamu or mungkin peribunanku inda mengana tampat. Im sorry guys..im truly sorry..

122:-
Becoz aku inda dapat terima hakikat apa yang u pernah buat arah me and keep on membanci u..plus kadang2 aku ucap u belakang2..yang jelas me sakit hati sangat arah u..tapi sekarang ane aku paham kenapa semua ne berlaku..ia nda semestinya kerana u tapi ulah me sendiri wah..

1585:-
Becoz aku membuat tindakan drastic yang menyusahkan u. Im sorry me nda dpt tunggu. nada maksud me kan menyakiti u atau membiarkan u. U r a great guy and im sure that tindakan me ane utk kebaikan bersama. Im so sorry..im sorry f me ada menyakiti u secara sengaja atau nda sengaja..

304:-
Becoz me nda mampu kan buat yang terbaik g rah u. Me ada haluan sendiri masane n u pun memang dah ada haluan sendiri. me minta maaf sebab u did get over me yet n sakit hati bila me sama ia. Im sorry. he is a great guy and me cuma harap u tau how happy i am wif ia..me tau bila me ckp cane, me menyakiti hati u lagi..me minta maaf berabis...

730 A.K.A Dek:-
Becoz me membuat u rasa u inda penting dalam hidup me. Actually i really like our friendship. Walaupun u jauh di negara mata sepet u masih ingatkan me..Im sorry kadang2 me nda bagi attention to u or ada masanya me payah kan melayan kehendak u masa u balik BWN..My life change dear..not just my hair and my style but macam2 berubah..Im sorry dear..Im sorry if me pernah buat u tersinggung secara sengaja atau inda sengaja..im sorry if kadang2 me buat tindakan yg buleh menyakiti hati. I do cares about u still...

189:-
Becoz me kadang2 lambat and inda respon langsung masa u msg or u call..me cuma nda mau membagi u harapan yg nada. Im sorry..i just hope we still can be friend.

Kepada semua yang indaku sabut disini:-
Becoz, inda menyabut kamu individually. Im sorry if me ada buat salah samaada secara direct or indirectly. Kadang2 me nda sadar yang me menyakiti hati kamu. Im sorry.I will try to change. If me diam2 sekeliling kamu, bukan me nda mau berkawan tapi kadang2 lebih baik me diam supaya me nda menyakiti hati kamu. Im sorry all..

*InsyaAllah post ane me update g incase me ada terkanang g sapa2 me kan minta maaf.

Ikhlas,
S

Im back...

2008-12-22T19:39:00.000-08:00

Heyllo pep...gue sudah pulang sekarang..gue sebanarnya pegi KK (Kota Kinabalu) since 19th Dec til 22nd...SIOK eh..siok brabis..Ok lah..apa yang siuk sana?mm..shopping..bedding..airportnya baru mcm KLIA...tapi ia kana pangil KKIA...pokoknya siuklah..im looking forward to another trip to KK akan datang InsyaAllah..nda plang tau g bila p kalau pakai kereta memang sanang lah ganya gue ne tak tahan mun pakai mentuka maklum pundi2 berpenyakitan..hahahaha..Kat sana, kami (me, mamacar, Khambeng, Bang Man) tinggal d Tang Dynasty Hotel..Hotelnya SO-SO lah...menyasal jua nda tinggal rah hotel yang di 1 Borneo...tapi ada jua baiknya psl sampat gue minta balikan handbag ? arah my dad yang sampai ke KK kai kereta on da 21st atu..22nd pagi, kami breakfast beramai before depart back to Brunei...yang ikut my dad is Kaka la, kaka yah and alai enas.. :) ..Ok lah..cane sajalah...My trip to KK overallnya OK except gue kehilangan suara masa hari ke-dua ksana...macamana buleh..antah ah..payah kan explain..ia ada kena mengena dgn activity mlm yg gue buat ngan c khambeng..hehehehe...apa kata org..mun Labuan kami mempoppin..di KK kami membedding..hahahaha..mun org karak KK tau tu sepatutnya...Thanks to Marcus psl telling me abt it..Thanks Man..if nada Marcus gerenti kami ke A.B saja..pokoknya we had fun jua sana tapi lagi siuk f ngan dorg my best girlfriends or beramai..apa g yg siuk selain membedding ah..mmm...bnyk plang p nda tau g cana kan start..Oh yeah, masane KK busy ngan org Brunei..and busy wif sales sana sini..murah brabis ah...p kata org KK lagi murah udah kan dkt raya...nanti tah mun ada budget and ada rakan mau g kesana kan bali brg before raya..hehehe..Btw, before gue mengakhiri kisah perjalanan gue, gue mau ucapkan ribuan Terima Kasih kepada Mr Grumphy psl sanggup bangun awal utk antar gue d Airport pada 19th Dec..Terima Kasih kepada Mamacar psl belanja gue tiket ke KK and of course blanja kami makan :p ..nasib baik mun inda shopping pasar saja..nada 1 Borneo ...Terima Kasih kepada SCB psl kalau nada credit card kamu kepisan gue nda dpt shopping :p ..Terima Kasih kepada bapa psl belikan handbag ? ,Terima Kasih kepada mama and nini kerana memberikan gue pocket money utk shopping...apa g ah..terima kasih kepada semua yang terlibat secara langsung atau tidak langsung untuk menjayakan dan membahagiakan gue dlm trip kali ini.. :) mcm menerima anugerah saja wah aku ne..hahahaha..but seriously THANK YOU..owh yeah, Terima Kasih kepada Tina psl dgnkan gue tarus ke Borneo Clinic balik dari KK semlm..ne membawa suara gue yang garau ane..hahahaha..

wana add some..

2008-12-16T17:30:00.000-08:00

heyllo pep! How r u guys doing? to d UBDian, hows yur holiday so far? Ok lah..before i add some of my story in my blog..firstly, i wana say sorry if i already offended my viewer..i have to admit most of my previous story sound so 'me' or perhaps telling the true me..obviously Yes..i am, as the writer, talking about myself..from the story 'lust?Love?' to 'House of Bunny'..almost all lah... only the writer know wat they write and of course, experience writer tells good story/fairytale/fiction/etc..but those stories is MY PERSONAL experiences..im not a good girl and of course i am not proud of it..im trying to change...i just wish that people can accept it..i know people call me 'b*t*h' or wateva...but its ok..i guess i deserve it...im not doing dis for sympathy..i just wish u guys know that i am truly trying to change...the worst part about my changing plan is that when i am trying so hard NOT to hurt anyone...i accidently did hurt them..sh*t..i even hurt Mr Grumphy..i will post something up by or before new year...i wana say sorry to some people..i will not mention names but i will mention their initial or perhaps the last 3 digits of their number...OK lah...enuf wif this..

OK, wana update u guys wat i've been up to..if ada yg wondering me bahapa...oklah..lately..me stay drumah je..or else..jalan2 sama my gf..buat perkara nada2..mcm lepak pantai, aerobic (percaya?), main badminton, lepak sama Mr Grumphy..and bnyk lagi. But last weekend, i went to Labuan wif Tina and Jasmine. My lil bro, c Khambeng pun join jua..yatah kami poppin brabis disana..hehehehehe...if org selalu ke labuan, paham lah maksud gue...OK lah..dsini, i wana say THANK YOU rah Mr Grumphy psl mau antar kami ke Muara Port and sudi ambil kami balik..walaupun kami semua berbau (cos kapal kami masa balik selahau nada aircond)...to our friends, Mamud, Kojack, Sai & Dd psl looking after us spanjang kami poppin and dgnkan kami dim sum kul 2am..apa g ah...Owh..Labuan nda sama mcm dulu..siuktia masane..konon nda kan membali tapi membali jua lehnya..and chocolate rah Duty Free nya nyaman2..nda payah jauh2...Reese's Nutrageous pun ada sana..Hanuta..Kinder Bueno Milk pun ada..bnyklah..hehehehe..Ok lah..so now, im looking forward to my 2nd trip plang g ne...if jadi..InsyaAllah..bukan Labuan ah..dah me jalan baru me gtau...Oh yeah! apa plan kamu utk New Year? Share please.. Happy Holiday and Have Fun! :)

~Warning Sign~

2008-12-10T19:27:00.000-08:00

I miss you..so..Warning sign...antah eh..atu lagu coldplay plang tu..and yeah..i miss you (you know who u r)..i dont know how to tell you guys this..but i really miss that person til i cant make my life straight..i miss the good time we have together..i miss crazy fun stuff we used to do...i even miss calling u by name (meant to be joking)..miss your jokes and advices..i dont know..i just miss you..i miss talking to you..i mean our real talk...i just wish dat u know...how much i miss you..i miss the old you..please dont let me wait for so long..i dont think i can handle it on my own..i just dont wana go back to the old me..cos i know, i wont come back anymore..once im gone...im truly gone...

Round.

2008-12-07T18:29:00.000-08:00

Salam. I dont know if u ever view my blog before or perhaps 6-7 hours ago..what i can tell u is that, my blog appear to be sumting different from the condition now..Im not really sure abt my feelings right now..am i mad? or sad? or perhaps just bored? i just dont know. Life is full of surprises especially when it is least expected. It is so full of colour..Life will never be plain white..somtimes da colour is pink and flowery..sometimes it's black wif a mixture of red...and lots more..but every life doesnt have one colour only..Some says dat life is like a roller coaster..Roller coaster is supposed to be fun even it has ups and downs...for me, life is isnt always simple..there are war to be fight and battle to be win...im not saying that i supported war (literally)..im just saying dat like i need to fight for my own good..i need to fight my sad feelings...or fight for my happiness..i thought i found my happiness but what i can say is dat..im pretty much is still on my way to happiness..when one journey end means another journey just begin..

In relationship, i have to agree dat there is no such thing as 'always happy'..if that happen, da relationship will not be complete..it will not struggle to survive and only have maintainance process..im not saying dat i dun wana be happy 24/7 but i guess i am up for a challenge..whether da challenge is from my side or been throw from my opponent side (appear to be my bf?)..Anyway,FYI, i am in a battle now..i am in a battle to save myself from the hassle of a relationship...will my hearts bleed and tears will be my short term company or will i fight without fear and stand on my own like i use to..it is all about to be discover..for now, i moved on.

Before i forgot, i also thinks that life is like a game..there's a challenge when you start..challenge to step up to another level then challenge to win 'a challenge'...Game over, and the most interesting things in games is that you can restart whenever you want it...almost the same challenge like before and u learn from where u stop..but wif better armour and knowledge which path to chose..atleast u know how to play the game already..losing is a step up for winning..

"Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising everytime we fall" - Confucius.

Well..that's it for now..till then..Take k..Good Luck wif your games of life!

missing the girls...

2008-12-03T22:41:00.000-08:00

I miss my bestfriends! i really do...Im looking forward to our trip anytime soon..i miss you girls! I love you! I cant wait for the new year count down as well..i will be publishing my 2008 evaluation by end of this month..i've got so many things to say...so many apology to make and so many future plan to do...i just wana do the right things (InsyaAllah - with God's will).

Love,
S

House of Bunny!

2008-12-02T08:34:00.000-08:00

Salam. Hey there! To my Ladies viewer, i seriously wana recommend you to watch 'House of Bunny'..it is hilarious..i just watch it on DVD just now after Mr Grumphy left..It is a story about a girl named Shelly (Anna Faris) who got a backstabbing friend and how she become the mother-house of Zeta Alpha Zeta..im not gona tell you the storyline here but i truly deeply fall in love with the moral of the story.."WE SHOULD STOP PRETENDING TO BE WHAT OTHERS WANT US TO BE AND START BEING OURSELVES!"...no matter how beautiful you are if you dont have 'brain'..u r just like any other people who got nothing..and no matter how brainiac you are, if you dont have a 'heart', you will always sit on the side bench and just be the watcher without no listener..I dont know what im trying to say here...i like one of Anna Faris line in this movie "TOGETHER, we can do anything"..i really hope that my bestfriends will always stay..and will not backstab me...i learn something from my past experience of friendship..Firstly, do not listen to one party especially when they are talking about something bad behind one of your friends back..Second, we should always give normal reaction to wateva yur frens said abt someone cos one day that person who talk about other person will said that its YOU who talk abt it even when you never said anything..Thirdly, ignore 'friend' who give u those 'face' behind your back (literally)..Forth, do not interfere wif a friend personal life unless they want you to..Fifth, know how to differentiate 'friend' and 'colleague'..Sixth, learned people's behaviour and background ( just for your acknowledgement atleast you will not say or do something that might offend them)...7th, avoid means and hurtful jokes..(sometimes its funny for you but that doesnt mean its funny for them)..8th, make friends unlimitedly but always be careful..9th, friends will respect you if you respect them ( i think i make a big mistake on this one) and 10th, keep close friends in limited number, so that you dont have to look after so many heart as in feelings..you can be careless on this one sometimes..we cant please everybody..there are more that i have learn, but those are things that i can share wif my viewer for now..i dont mind if u thinks its crap..its just something i have in my mind..i just think that i need to let it out...i do not dedicate this to anyone,im just saying it in general..

Sincerely,

Lust? Love?

2008-12-01T17:44:00.000-08:00

Salam. Hai Pep! Honestly, im 100% sure that i am official addicted to blogging. Everytime i come across something or changes of mood i always think that i wana let it out loud here. Im sorry if im going to offend some people or my viewer. Firstly, i wana talk about Lust. What is Lust? (literally) Oxford dictionary state that Lust is powerful desire especially sexual desire. U know, before i know this, i met so many people (inculding woman) who are looking for 'so-called' love..they told me they want to find 'true' love but when i ask them how do they define 'true' love..they will said someone who understand them and would do anything for them. Try to think of their definition of Love? Do you think that is Love? i dont know what love is so im not gona define it to you but i know how it feel.I wana tell u pep what i think about LUST! i just hate the fact that some people especially married people who use the word 'LOVE' to someone else (not their wife or husband) when actually they r in da need for Lust! Mostly for man (im sorry) will use da 'so-called' love partner for SEX / someone to talk to- telling how pain in d ass their wife is.. While the MRS (im sorry again) will use da so-called love partner for something else perhaps as financial banking, someone to talk to - usually will tell how miserable their life is and of course the plus one, 'making love'. Dont you think the womanizer and man-eater make a good match?? I just dont understand why they wana do this when they can talk to their wife/ girlfriend and have as much 'making love' as they want wif their partner. Truly, i felt sorry for all of you pep who experience this. Not only to the victims but to both womanizer and man-eater. you will never find happiness if you continue like that. One way or another, your true partner (husband/wife/bf/gf) will know and say 'sayonara' to you. You will drop something when they leave you..u know wat? Your face!

Liverpool Vs West Ham Preview by ESPNsoccernet.

2008-12-01T07:37:00.000-08:00

Liverpool boss Rafael Benitez will be without star striker Fernando Torres as his side host West Ham.
The Spain international has been ruled out for up to three weeks with a hamstring problem, while defender Fabio Aurelio has a calf injury and will also be ruled out.
Robbie Keane and Andrea Dossena are expected to come into the side.
With Liverpool already qualified for the last 16 of the Champions League, Benitez now wants his side to concentrate hard on cementing their position in the race for the Barclays Premier League title.
He said: "We have qualified for the next stage in Europe, now we have three months to concentrate on the league. We have only lost once in the Premier League this season and we must make sure we continue that level of form.''
Benitez, believed to be close to a new deal at the club after further talks in recent days between the manager's agent and club owners Tom Hicks and George Gillett, knows a run of indifferent Liverpool performances must come to an end.
A poor display in their last home league game allowed Fulham to claim a 0-0 draw, and the midweek victory over Marseille in Europe was hardly convincing.
Now Liverpool have a run of nine league games before title rivals Chelsea visit Anfield on February 1, in which they should only be troubled when they travel to Arsenal this month and face Everton at home on January 19.
The rest of that run, starting with the Hammers, includes matches with Blackburn, Hull, Bolton, Newcastle, Stoke and Wigan.
If Liverpool are to be considered genuine contenders, there can be no slip-ups in such matches.
Full-back Alvaro Arbeloa underlines the desire not to allow supposed lesser sides to get anything at Anfield, as Stoke did with a 0-0 draw back in September before Fulham achieved the same result a week ago.
Arbeloa said: "We know we have to improve at Anfield in the league. The draw with Fulham was very frustrating, and we did the same against Stoke. You must win your home games if you want to win the title.
"We cannot continue to make mistakes at Anfield, we must find a solution to the way teams come to defend here.
"We lost two points against Fulham in our last home league game, which annoyed us. So we know we must put that right as soon as possible.''
Hammers manager Gianfranco Zola has a full squad at his disposal for the clash at AnfieldMidfielder Scott Parker had missed some training because of illness but will be fit to start while Craig Bellamy should lead the attack against his former club and Valon Behrami, who scored the winner against Sunderland, will retain his place in midfield.
And ahead of the clash Zola has tipped Liverpool to be strong challengers for the Premier League title this season although he believes it may be a good time to face the Reds.
"I don't think Liverpool are having their best moment,'' said the former Chelsea striker.
"But we are focused and we know we cannot afford any mistakes. We know a lot about them, we've seen them a lot. And I think we have prepared as well as we can so we'll see what happens.
"It could be a good year for them. They've already won two big games (against Chelsea and Manchester United) and that is important. It makes a big, big difference in your confidence. This year I've noticed they're playing better football so they're a team to watch.''
Asked if Liverpool can win the title, Zola replied: "I think they've got a very good chance.''
He added: "I think my team is coming into this match at the best time because we're going into it off two good results,'' said Zola.
"I feel very charged. It is one of those games where if you get something positive out of it it's very important for your team.
"I like to face these kind of challenges. It can be hard but the reward you can get from games like this can be huge.''

Holiday Mood

2008-12-01T00:23:00.000-08:00

Salam. Hey pep! My holiday mood button is officially push today! hehehehe..my exam is finally over and in 30 mins, i will be going out to do some exercise wif my bestfren, Tina. Too bad, jasmine wont be able to join us since she will be having her next paper tommorrow..hehehe..nevermind..her last paper will be on this Saturday..Wow...i've got one month break and i've got so many things that i 'plan' to do..hehehehe...i will update u guys about it anytime soon..For now, to all Liverpool Fan..Dont forget to watch and support yur fav team later
Love,
S

My Bestfriend, Jasmine

2008-11-30T06:13:00.000-08:00

My bestfriend, Jasmine will be having her exam anytime this week..so i just wana say Good Luck to her and wish her all the best.. Beh, I cant wait til both of us finish and back to chill bill! hehehehehe....Tina surely miss us already...I seriously cant wait for our trip...mm..looking forward to 13th Dec...

p/s: This pix is taken on the 9th Sept during Jasmine 24th Bday @The Airport Restaurant.

Love,

Melantik!

2008-11-30T05:27:00.000-08:00

Hello pep! perhatikan saja tajuk mesti orang tertanya-tanya apakan kan me cetakan..well..me bukan plang kan ceta psl orang kana lantik kah apa..me ne kan ceta kisah 'melantik'..hahahaha..honestly, im really impress wif some girls yang badannya memang hantap melantik 'natural' dan ada yang 'man-made'..maksud 'man-made' atu ialah badan dorang tu bila time kecemasan, straight mcm papan tapi bila saja dapan orang hantapz melantiknya..mcm da as* ketinggalan dibelakang wah..hehehehe..bukan plang kan mengucapkan tapi antah ah..mcm im impress hantapz wah..cana buleh dorang tahan tu kan..nda dorang sakit punggung kah tu..atu baru namanya flexible..hehehehe...jahat me ah..well..me bukan kan mengucapkan atau apa..tapi antah ah..me nada ceta kali kan dicetakan oleh im just jealous that people can do that when i cant..i guess..antah lah..hehehehe..pada jelama-jelama yang terasa..saya minta maaf ..keep up the good work girlz...nda tau one day ada peraduan punggung sapa paling melantik or siapa yang buleh bawa barang diatas punggung tanpa memegang barang atu..hahahahaha....K lah..Take k for now...

Love,
S.

10 tips sihat mengikut Rasulullah S.A.W

2008-11-29T23:49:00.000-08:00

1) Bangun sebelum subuh
2) Aktif jaga kebersihan.
3) Tidak banyak makan.
4) Gemar berjalan kaki.
5) Tidak pemarah.
6) Optimis dan tidak putus asa.
7) Tidak pernah iri hati

Resultant Vs Achievement Motivation

2008-11-29T23:36:00.000-08:00

What is the difference between the two motivation? and which am i? Firstly let me introduce those two. Achievement Motivation is the desire to excel, striving for excellence and success rather than reward. Whereas, Resultant Motivation is the need to achieve is greater than the need to avoid failure, the person will take the risk and try to achieve and need to AVOID FAILURE is GREATER, the risk is more threatening than challenging and the person will be motivated to avoid the situation. Honestly, if the meaning is right..I AM under Resultant Motivation..im scared dat i will flunk my examination this semester..the last four question papers is Alhamdulillah OK..but i dont want to be overconfident. Honestly im scared. i cant wait for the result. I really hope that i will pass my exam. Im not expecting to get any credit or anything. i just want to pass.Tommorrow will be my last paper. i do need luck on this one. will update my blog again after the exam. Wish me luck and i really hope for the best.

Love,
S

revision mode

2008-11-29T17:42:00.000-08:00

Now..i feel like speaking in Malay!
Ok lah..today me mesti belajar for my last paper which is Pendidikan Jasmani, Muzik dan Pergerakan.. Ya Rabbi..kadang2 me nda paham pulang kenapa me belajar subjek ane..p honestly siuk jua..mana indanya, masatu kami kana suruh buat presentation tarian, me segroup sama my friends yang Alhamdulillah andang pandai menari tu..so lapas lah then..ada g presentation 'masakan sihat'..nda plang kami bermasak disana..kami sekadar bawa makanan yang perasan kami sihat then gtau cana kami masak n bahan2nya and gtau apa nutrient yang ada dalamnya..mmm..siuk jua tu our course ah..p membari sanak jua kadang2..
Now kami revise..honestly, kami nda brapa banyak blajar theory..ane g nda tau cana exam outline nya psl course ane baru so nada past year paper..module is in Malay plang..hehehehe...maybe terpaksalah membual ataupun jadi pengarang inda bertauliah mcm awal ane..hahahaha..

Salah satu topic yg interesting dalam course ane ialah psl komposisi tubuh badan.
Komposisi tubuh badan ane terbahagi kepada dua komponen besar iaitu:
1) Somatotype 'Bentuk Tubuh Badan'
2)Peratus Lemak dalam badan.

Somatotype ---> aneh kan namanya..wait til you read g..

Somatotype ada tige kelas:
1) Endomorf- bentuk badan gempal kerana banyak lemak.Sesuai utk ahli sukan angkat berat.
2)Mesomorf- bentuk badan berotot, tegap dan rangka badan menarik. Sesuai utk ahli sukan lari jarak dekat dan acara lompatan.
3)Ektomorf - bentuk badan yang kurus dan tinggi lampai kerana kurang tisu lemak. Sesuai untuk ahli sukan pelari jarak jauh, merentas desa dan bola keranjang.

See, payah kan usul nama2nya p interesting. I wonder dari mana dorang dapat bagi nama badan2 atu... semua g ada MORF belakangnya tu..hehehehe..ok lah..ada g me add tu if ada yg me terjumpa siuk2..

Blogging era

2008-11-29T16:19:00.000-08:00

Salam. Im back again. Im not quite sure why i wana start my day wif blogging. Im not even out from my bed yet and yeah, i guess im just excited wif the blog. Im so happy that i got my own blog now and thanx to the blogger.com for giving me clear instruction how to start blogging. All this time, i always heard about the blogging era and know nothing about it. I just love to read people's blog and wish i can share the my ideas to the world like them too. Now that i have my own, im sure i will share some of my ideas..

Love,
S

BOLLYWOOD

2008-11-29T07:30:00.000-08:00

Bollywood..everytime we watch bollywood movie..what do we expect?? mmm..well, for a start, we know they always sing! , love story and indian tradition.. Honestly, im quite impress how good they can touch viewer heart..from their songs and their storyline...Ok lah..why do i talk about Bollywood now is because MY MOM is watching it right now...Actually, i will be having my last final paper on Monday..I really CANT concentrate on my revision thats why im still blogging! mmm..so, if i cant beat them, join em!

Firstly, i wana talk why im not so fond watching bollywood movies..
1) They sing too much! EVEN WHEN THEY R SUPPOSED TO B SAD!
2) They 'fight' too much ...depends on the story but mostly they must have a fight!

Now, what i like about Bollywood movies..
1)they show their tradition..
2)good storyline!
3)I just love the 'sari'
4)they really know how to dance.

sO, now i want my viewer to do the maths! Do u think i like it or not?

New thing for me

2008-11-29T06:26:00.000-08:00

Salam. This is my first time doing this. I dont really know how to 'blog' or what. I just feel like doing this for fun..perhaps i share my thought to whoever happen to read my blog. Im not good in English so i really hope that people will understand and give me a chance..Firstly, let me introduce myself to you all.. My intial name is S. not 'as*' ..just simply 'S'. I choose that initial cos my real name start with S. Im not choosing it because i love 'The Gossip Girl'..and happen to love Blake Lively! its just a coincidence.. so just call me S. Im 20+ year old and currently studying at local University. What else should you all know about me? mmm..i guess thats it, right? I will tell you more next time. For now, i just wana see how my short essay will appear in my blog. so yeah.. Take care for now..

Love,
S